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[09 Jul 2007|03:36am]
[ mood | drunk ]

its true what they say...a mans truck never shits out on you

perfect example...

craigs 96 f150...there are to many things wrong with it...

it has been sitting in the same spot for about 4 months...

we got her running today

good shit....good shit

you have no idea how happy that made craig...

weve got some plans on gettin that thing some extra power...cant wiat

and as for my girl situation?

im cursed...girls just dont like me

im just doomed to walk the earth alone

ive made it this far havent i?

tonight we got really drunk...daniel had the good idea of playing beerpong with brandy (the alcohol)

taylor was my partner...

so it was omar and taylor vs craig and daniel

we got owned...thats all i have to say

but besides that ive come to alot of realizations in my life

ive realized who my real friends are

and that girls just dont like me

and that i am destined to be always #2...never #1

but...one day...one day i will shine

and when that day comes...

it will be the best day of my god damn life


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[26 Jun 2007|11:49pm]
[ mood | sad ]

so the adrenaline is fading...

everyday its the same...

but today was different

i was at the same place...all the elements were the same

but the adrenaline was gone

i found out what i need...

more power

if you dont no waht im talking about...

im bored with my truck

that RUSH isnt there when im goin full throttle down 1604...

but i was checkin shit out...

and hopefully...the rush will come back


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[22 Jun 2007|11:50pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

ya so that girl i was talking to...i pretty much just blew that

shes leaving to go to california tomarrow...

and i wanted to see her before she left...

so i go meet up with her...and on the drive over there...im like FREAKING OUT

im nervous as fuck...i was shaking while i was driving

so i get there...and im like ooh hey

and i wasnt really talking all that much...

and i was stuttering...noticeably...

and ya...so i bet she thinks im an idiot

but besides...me being a fuckin nervous wreck and ruining a great day...

i got new tires today!!!

bfg all terrains

they make my truck look all badass and shit


damn...i fucked up


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[16 Jun 2007|12:31am]
[ mood | cold ]

today i woke up and had nothing to day

im so used to waking up at 7 or 8 in the morning, doing h/w then going to class

but today, i didnt have class

and i woke up at 9...i felt like the whole day was wasted

but luckily it wasnt

i went and put gas in my truck

it was 70$

but im gettin 17mpg

then i came home and watched star wars 6

then i went to craigs and taylors apartment and me and craig worked on craigs blazer

i hurt my back and i had shit all over my shirt, arms and face

about my girl issue...

i think i found one...shes smart, and knows alot of the same useless facts i no

its really fun talking to her

we will see what happens with her

its late and im going to go to bed soon


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[08 Jun 2007|12:40pm]
[ mood | cold ]

so i havent even looked at this in about 9 months

since then, shit has been going up and down

finishing my first year of college

im taking summer school, college algebra

frmo 10:20 to 12:30

its not to bad

my prof is a total flamer, but hes one of those funny ones

uhm what else

hangout with taylor and craig alot

wish i had a girl

oh i got stung by a scorpion last night

and i was tripin BALLS like all fuckin night

but i just woke up...and im gonna take a shower

anyways...ill do tihs shit more often


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[12 Sep 2006|07:29pm]
[ mood | tired ]

cold air intake
throttle body spacer
dual exhaust
grill guard

^^^things ive already dont to my truck

lockers in the rear
lights for the grill guard
new tires
computer programmer

^^^the next 5 things im going to do to my truck

i needa job

today me and albert went mudding

if you wanna checkout the pix i took, checkout my facebook and look at the album

it was pretty sweet

tomarrow theres a little clan goin muddin


it should be badass

oh my 19th birthday was like 4 days ago

probably the worst day of my life

college is the shit

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[29 Aug 2006|03:25pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

just took my clark parking lot sticker off my truck

its a right of passage

summer is shitty

i want school to start so i can have something to do

taylor and criag are cool guys...

i enjoy our jam sessions


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[23 Jul 2006|11:53pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

so i havent updated in like a month and a half

im still with tate, but i dont no, things are going weird

i miss her so much, i havent seen her in almost 3 weeks...

i worked at the fireworks stand again, it was awesome

the last day i was up for 30 hours straight

that was intense

i swear to god i was hearing voices at 5am and hearing cars pull up

then at 7 i went to the gas station to get me and craig coffee

but then i got home around 2:30ish in the afternoon and went to bed, and slept for like 2 hours

taylor moved out, he has his own apartment now, so we chill there everyday

he moved out for undisclosed reasons

with the money i get from the fireworks stand, im gonna get a performance chip that will add power and gas milege to my truck...

im at taylors right now, and just chillin

but ya ill update more often

im gonna miss alot of people when they move into there dorms...

but that just calls for road trips to different colleges

hope everyone is doin alright, goodnight


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[06 Jun 2006|01:43am]
[ mood | drunk ]

so alot has happened since i last updated...

i took 1 final out of the 4 classes i was taking...pre cal

so i got out 2 days before alot of people

tonight was graduation night

i am offically out of highschool

its crazy

it hasnt hit me yet

but on the OFFICAL first day of summer...me, craig, craigs cousin, her husband and craigs brother all went down to comal river...or guadalupe river...on saturday

woke up at 6:30 am...which i havent done in YEARS and went to craigs house by 7

taylor didnt show up, so i had to drive

we get there, and i had alot of fun

alot of crazy shit hapened that i really cant remmeber

but my legs are super sunburned

came home the next day and ya didnt do much again

but summers off to a great start...the river...not remembering a 70% of it...and graduating from highschool...

Tom C. Clark High School....you will be missed


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its long, and its been awhile since i updated... [23 May 2006|03:59pm]
[ mood | happy ]

so life is going pretty good

after almost 9 months of chaseing tate, and her chaseing me, we are finaly going out

i like her alot, and i CANT fuck this one up...

today mrs ngyugen gave us cookies that becky made us...they were fuckin amazing

i always new you were a good baker becky...

in music theory all we do is watch tv now...not movies, not work, we turn the tv on and flip channels...haha

in all my other classes we arent doing much

i only ahve to take one final...pre cal...which im going to bomb cuz i dont need it to graduate

yesterday was my last monday of highschool, and this thursday and friday will be my last thursday and friday of highschool

im gonna go to northwest vista, UTSA capped, and im pissed, i applied to late

so goin to vista, getting 30 hours, gonna transfer

craigs dad got a new truck, but traded in craigs grand marquis to get it

its a 2006 dodge ram 2500 mega cab, patriot blue, with the cummings turbo diesel in it, 4 wheel drive, and it fuckin kicks ass, i almost shit myself when i saw it in craigs driveway...

me and craig took it for a spin around vance jackson and de zavala, and its the shit

craigs back to drivin the old f150, but its still badass, that things got some power to it

taylors doin good, hes getting alot better on the guitar, and im diggin the picking shit he does

he bought a hookah so we smoke shisha out of it alot, the only flavor we have is raseberry, and we need more, i want apple and mango, maybe orange

the band is doing great

generally my life is going in a good direction

i am happy, and havent been in a very long time

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[06 May 2006|02:21pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

so i broke 38000 miles in my truck last night...

i kinda freaked tate out cuz i was so happy hahaha

so ive offically put 10000 miles on my truck since ive had it...


last night me tate craig and taylor hugnout at starbucks and it was the shit

it started to rain and i got a litttle wet...

but it was probably the most fun ive had in a really really long time

i woke up several times last night cuz of that storm

then i wentout to my truck this morn and i had WATER and LEAVES and a big branch in the back of my truck...

i took a picture...its funny

im addicted to pepsi and coffee...i love it

have a great weekand

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[27 Apr 2006|04:42pm]
[ mood | confused ]

yesterday was weird

saw tate twice (world record)

saw bronwyn twice

saw melissa once

matt saw a gas tanker flip over on 1604

i broke 100mph for the 3rd and 4th time in my truck

jammed hardcore at taylors with a strobe light...


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[17 Apr 2006|04:57pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

so i decided today that i need to save my money...because im gonna buy my mom a really badass bday present...

her bday isnt until august 31...so ive got time

im gonna buy her a 67 mustang...

it was her first car...and i already talked to her about it

im gonna buy it

shes gonna fund the rebuilding of it...

so me and criag will have 2 project cars...

so its money savin time...

its taks week this week so that means we dont have to do any work...cuz im a senior



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[06 Apr 2006|09:59pm]
[ mood | hot ]

ive relaly got nothin to say

school is almost over

today was senior skip day

but i couldnt skip cuz i was "sick" on monday

monday i got to bed at 8am cuz i coudlnt sleep and woke up at 11:30

went to criags, went to my dr appt at 1...and then back to craigs and we just chilled and watched tv

then last night...

dont even rememeber that shit...sorry if i talked to you...ya

im really slackin in ALL my classes...

im not doin shit at all in them

i have like 11 absesnce in my 7th period class from dr appts and shit

saturday is the meeting at the pool for this summer

looks like im gonna be a lifeguard again

this fuckin rowdy heat is making me nto wanna do it tho...

but w/e ill be tan

have a great thursday everyone


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[30 Mar 2006|08:48pm]
[ mood | sad ]

im not mad

im more sad than anything

girls suck...

yet i dont care anymore...

nothing really interesting happened today

i look forward to music theory now alot

cuz mrs win isnt there...so we watch movies

we are watching star wars return of the jedi right now...

with mr baker...the coolest sub ever

hes old, talks to us about baseball and repeats himself alot...but hes a cool guy

thats about it...

did i say girls suck?

cuz i meant girls i like suck...


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[27 Mar 2006|06:45pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

what a great day turned bad

didnt do bullshit in all my classes

saw all my favorite people

then the day turned shitty...

it started to rain, and my truck doesnt do so good in the rain

dieing almost 3 times while spinning out and almost hitting cars...is not fun

i cant take a left or right turn without sliding at least a foot...

alright girls fuckin suck

i figured out why then dont like me...

cuz im ugly and i stutter...

woo fuckin hoo....i stutter...i have made peace with it a long fuckin time ago

people still talk shit about it behind my back

fuckin grow the fuck up

its fuckin why im so god damn quiet

its fuckin why i am the way i am

if youve got something to say about my god damn stutter...fuckin say it to my god damn face

fuck people

i hate everyone

this is the type of fukcin bullshit that makes me want to leave this god damn city...

there are few people that i am willing to stay here for...and the number is declining

if your gonna be a dick and comment and talk shit to me...dont fuckin waste your god damn time

dont fuckin anonymous post me...

dont say im the greatest person ever

dont do any of that fuckin bullshit

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[23 Mar 2006|10:44pm]
[ mood | confused ]

so i got a letter from texas a&m in kingsville today

i got accepted there

i was really happy about it but i don no now

i mean ya i want to get out of my house

but it will be a fresh start...and ya, i dont no

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[21 Mar 2006|06:29pm]
[ mood | sad ]

wow so i just realized something

if yo look at my last couple of entires...

they all happen in april of 2006


so basiclay i can read my future

i no your jealous like that

girls are nothing but trouble

and i think im gonna give up on this one

theres a really good chance im not gonna go to prom

theres nobody i really wanna go with...

so ya...thats kinda gay cuz i do wanna go...just not stag

uhm thats about it...i guess

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[18 Mar 2006|07:17pm]
[ mood | curious ]

well i think my transmission cant handle all the horsepower my truck has now...

its been slipping, which isnt good

my truck stock has 202 horsepower

the MOST possible horses i have is 272

im not pushin 272, but im pushin like 240, MAYBE 250

im happy about that

spring break is almost over

i wana get school over with

i dont want to go back to school damn it

i live for the weekands now...

i took my subs out cuz the wireing is all fuckedup

so my system in my truck is eh

but ya...goodnight and have a safe saturday

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[12 Mar 2006|10:37pm]
[ mood | content ]

so ive almost put 1000$ into my truck

doing the 4 things that have made it personalized...

cold air intake

throttle body spacer


dual exhaust

ya...just thought id share

my spring break has been pretyt boring

just chilled with taylor, we had a good little acoustic session

tomarrow...i don no what i wanna do

ill wing it

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